Wow am I blessed. I was so afraid of this birthday but it has turned into something I will forever treasure. I had such a great dinner with my best friends the Dussaults and their AWESOME kids(one who is secretly millionaire Bruce Wayne). My Dad and step mom came. So many laughs and my heart was so full. I can’t explain it in words. Thank you Jesus for showing me once again that my anticipation is pointless – it is all Your decision. And the cards!? Beautiful. Emails from people I did not think even cared or remembered. My heart is full.
I will be 50 years old tomorrow. I did not want anyone to know. But this has been such a beautiful experience that I want to tell everyone. Age is not to be feared. There is so much beauty and love in the world. Even if you feel no one loves you and your life is not worth living trust me: IT IS! Just you wait. It will come to you. And if it is taking too long, write to me and we can talk about it.
This is the best birthday I have ever had. Thank you God.